Oh.... my...    goodness Joy!  I had no idea this was here.  So sorry I have not posted on this earlier.    Absolutely amazing poetry.  My heart sunk when I read it and it made me really sit in her shoes for awhile.  Thank you for writing this and posting it,

Sometimes it seems that Christians tend to be more judgmental and more prosecutorial than most other people.  They are the first ones to cheer when someone is put to death for a heinous crime, they are the ones protesting please of insanity claiming "oh, she knew what she was doing..."   They are the first ones to fire and shame and excommunicate a pastor who falls hard.

It is good for us to see the inner workings of the human person and how and why we do the things we do, heinous or not.  Thanks for painting this picture.  :)