Dancer, the sound of your voice on the phone had a soothing effect on me as well. You are a light in my life, and I don't get to hold you and love on you nearly enough. I know you are so drawn to kindness--you are one of the kindest people I know. You exude love and compassion, and your heart is breaking at this unfathomable sadness. I have no answers. I know nothing, and I'm not ashamed to admit that. What can we know of these things? This I know: Christ is kind. And you can trust Him implicitly. He's got you. And so do I. With tears in my eyes this morning, I tell you, you are my heart, and I am blessed to walk with you on your journey.