I spent many years learning a lot about Jesus, the Bible, and the "church".  5-7 years ago, I got hungry to see in my lifetime, the events seen in scripture, especially the New Testament.  I have since learned that very few people seem to actually be following Jesus, so it gets difficult to find examples to spur you on.  I find people like to discuss theology, churchology, demonology, and angelology; but jesus seems and sounds shallow as I talk with them.  I Lo-o-o-o-o-og to know Jesus and for Him to know me.