Sarita, I appreciate this very much. Just know that I relate to this, and to you. Walking the path of Christ, and of Siddhartha. Yes I too believe we are always asked by our spirit to walk the road less traveled and often reviled...why? Because no one really wants to walk this lonely, isolating path. But it is the path to our Highest Self which can be fear-inspiring. And fear stagnated becomes intolerance. 
Sometimes we are called on to walk a solitary journey, but we soon come to find hundreds, millions of other people called to do the same. And that journey always leads us exactly where we can best serve the Highest Good. Peace to you, Jill