Instead of wandering around the wilderness for 40 days &amp; 40 nights I decided to stay lost a little longer.
Jesus to me was cruel &amp; unloving towards me because if He so loved me then why didn't He take me up to Heave at the age of 10 months?????????
No He left me to endure more cruelity &amp; pain.
I am not unique nor special in having these feelings as many have.  The truth be-known; Jesus never left I left Him.
How many more relationships have "we" left blaming the other for leaving???????
Interesting question huh.
Joy thank you for  baring yourself &amp; the rawness of your feelings.  
Inclusive never exclusive.