Thanks for sharing your story of how you were in fact delivered from yourself.  I too have story upon story of how forgiveness has changed who I am on the inside.  It has always been a good thing for my soul and even with the frequent reminders it is all too easy not to forgive.  In fact I have found that forgiveness has rarely been a one-time event per offense, but a lifetime event per offense.

My unforgiveness surfaces occasionally when I least expect it, and I have to remember then that I had begun to forgive that person and then I have to go through the motions of forgiveness all over again.  I suspect that it is this way with you too.  I have called it "waves" of forgiveness for lack of a better explanation, and it is a necessary process I believe.

Thanks again for the transparency here.  :)