Isn't it interesting how we can let the "big" issues roll over us and we think we are stepping out in faith and trust that "God works all things out for the good of those who love him", but let some little irritant follow and it seems to cause everything to crash, like the butterfly in Veggie Tales' "Madame Blueberry" that causes a tree-house filled with stuff to crash. (As a father of older kids, please tell me that I will eventually stop using kids animated shows as analogies!).

I went for quite a while praying "I believe, Lord.  Help me in my unbelief."   I wrote about the initial conditions that started that prayer  in a blog:  http://www.tandemingtroll.blogspot.com/2010/08/like-being-involved-in-rear-end.html.  That period of time has ended now, but I am sure there will be some other barrier at some point in time that will require me to rest and re-build my faith.

Hang in there, Ken!  So many people are praying for you.