Thank you!  That just made my day!  From what you've said, you would like my book, Uncensored Prayer: The Spiritual Practice of Wrestling With God.  It was through cussing God out and beating him up that I learned to respect him, because he loves to slug out problems with us, and can't be offended by anything we say, since he already knows what we think.  God has little resenblance to what I had always been taught, and wow am I glad!