This is so wonderful. Thank you for this. As a person questioning my sexuality (engaged to and totally in love with a men--but find women attractive as well) as well, it's a wonderful reminder. 

I loved how you used that quote from the exorcist as well. I think it can apply to so many things. 

Also, I'm a recovering cutter myself who's been eyeing the razor blade lately too (albeit for different reasons). Hang in there!